Shift World

2 weeks ago

So a girl likes me..

Ever since I was little, no girl has ever admitted that she likes me first. It was me, being the gentleman to admit I like them first. Then it was also me taking them out everywhere so that two people who like each other in a odd way can find an amazing connection somewhere in the city or beyond.

Now the tide has changed, a girl likes me first. At first it didn’t register in my mind at all, I mean I’m the least good looking guy in NYC, why would anyone like me? I also have a 10% value of who I am, while everyone has 90% or above. That didn’t matter to this girl because she thinks I’m smart, leave all her exes in the dust, patient, and a good listener.

Now you think when you start chatting with someone that they instantly like you, but no it doesn’t happen. It takes alot of work and commitment on both sides to make it happen. Both of you must be willing to make it happen, want to see each other, and connect on many different levels.

This girl has her own problems as well. I won’t go into detail but some that bother me include always asking me if I like her, always wanting to chat, a little possessive, always wanting reassurance. I think every girl wants reassurance that the other person feels the same way about you. Then there are times we don’t chat and have nothing to chat about. That’s the dealbreaker for me.

Well it’s been 5 months about since we started chatting online, found her on the Skout app. Yes, Internet dating is real. This Saturday we are meeting for the first time ever. Whatever happens, happens..

The important thing is I think she’s an amazing person, I’m lucky to know her, and forever will chat with her knowing she liked me first. This is rare, so I’m enjoying every minute

Notes: 4 / 2 weeks ago from killdeff (originally from chinozc)

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cunt-mail:

best day evr

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jpegheaven:

Breathing in breathing out by Marina & Ulay, 1978

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andreaschoice:

#happyearthday 🌏🌎🌍

2 months ago

Being off the grid from everyone never felt so good

Notes: 1 / 2 months ago

Opinions and Vendetta

This was written a month or so ago..

Couple hours ago this girl blocked me on twitter because she felt her opinions and vendetta against me were greater then mine.

Here are the facts to what transpired. She stakes her claim that Hunter Moore’s girls that he retweets are disgusting compared to playboy’s girls. Not only that, they are underage that he retweets.Yes, when he got his website, underage girls were sending him naked photos to post on the site. But ever since he got his twitter account, it’s been 18 and over.

The second fact is that she doesn’t know Hunter Moore, as well as I don’t know him either. I can’t judge a book by it’s cover, I don’t know his story, or how he came up with the idea to have girls send him naked photos, but what I do know is the success and awesomeness he had while doing what he loves, even if its disgusting. He does what he loves, not to mention parties all the time

2 months ago

The fight is only the beginning

(Excuse my poor writing skills, I’m no journalist)

Lately I came to realize that I’m not hungry enough when it comes to success..

I did everything I needed to achieve to get a job last year, where I lasted 10 days in training. It was an amazing start to my career. I think after that, my hunger disappeared. I wasn’t hungry enough to find a job, pursue one, or even look at job ads. The only one is too blame is me. People say if you learn from your mistake once, you won’t ever do it again. Well, I wish that was true for me, but instead I make it 5 or 6 times just to be sure I got it wrong. In some ways my friends all have real jobs, got an education, having a good time right now, instead I’m here boring you with my speeches. That’s what happens when you aren’t hungry enough to achieve or do anything. You lose interest in everything, everyone, fall off the grid just to be safe no one hears from you, until they see what a pathetic bum scum you’ve become. Now what? You bitched, complained how your life is miserable, ate yourself to death, tried to drown yourself in a sink, never got from bed .. Did someone notice you while you did that? Do people actually care? NOOO , No one cares about you and what you do. It’s not that you will die alone in a well, but it’s more like you will become radioactive and numb to everything people will say or do I hate people. It’s a true story, alot of us do. Why do we hate people? It’s because our own species have become dumb, separated their mind, heart, and sexual organs from each other, are clueless to common sense around them, nothing intelligent comes out of their mouth, only gibberish Your life sucks, you hate people, what do you do? NEVER GIVE UP , THAT’S WHAT! KEEP FIGHTING ON!

2 months ago

I’m a lost soul who isn’t hungry enough to be a smooth criminal , I don’t make sense -____-